It's raining again. I used to like the rain, but it rains differently here. So many things are different here. It's so strange to come back to the place that I know better than anywhere else on the planet and feel like a stranger all of a sudden. The last year has changed my life in more ways that i guess I realized when it was happening. I loved every second of it, but now that i'm home it's so different. For the longest time I wanted a relationship... i longed for that feeling of belonging again... but now I just can't. Maybe it's because it's just not the right person, or maybe I really am not a relationship kind of person anymore. That "right person" comment was not supposed to put anyone down or push them away, it's just how i feel. I can't handle being asked where I am and what I'm doing, i just cannot have anyone who is going to be keeping tabs on me. Not right now anyway. That will change, maybe in a month, maybe a week, maybe far far down the line. For this moment, I'm only 20, so let me go....
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