[my music: Nightmare of You ~ Why Am I Always Right?]
You waltzed into my world blaring a puzzling confidence. cockiness. Why were you always so confident? I really don't know. I heard your voice, saw your lip ring, and remembered nothing else. You left, and i returned to my homework. Easy and simple. You came back over and over again. Pushing movie & tea nights, pushing conversations about art and music, pushing everything... and pushing nothing.
Stupidly i fell for you. I thought that you really cared about me... the way that you looked at me. The way that you bent down to kiss me. The way that you always cuddled me until i fell asleep and then went to bed because you can't sleep on your side. It was in the way you rubbed my back when we were standing with your friends. The way you sang and played your guitar. The way you played suspension for me and told me that's how you felt.
I want you to know that I'm not stupid. I am hopelessly naive at times, but I am not stupid. You always said you fell for me, but how does one pick themself up, dust themself off and find someone new so fast? You only wanted me for the chase. People said I was out of your league, so you wanted to show them that they were wrong. I was a prize. I was a goal. You got me, showed me off for a few weeks, proved that you won, and let me go. Congratulations Noah, you won. You want me to stick around for some reason, but this is where I gracefully bow out. Thank you and goodnight.
You waltzed into my world blaring a puzzling confidence. cockiness. Why were you always so confident? I really don't know. I heard your voice, saw your lip ring, and remembered nothing else. You left, and i returned to my homework. Easy and simple. You came back over and over again. Pushing movie & tea nights, pushing conversations about art and music, pushing everything... and pushing nothing.
Stupidly i fell for you. I thought that you really cared about me... the way that you looked at me. The way that you bent down to kiss me. The way that you always cuddled me until i fell asleep and then went to bed because you can't sleep on your side. It was in the way you rubbed my back when we were standing with your friends. The way you sang and played your guitar. The way you played suspension for me and told me that's how you felt.
I want you to know that I'm not stupid. I am hopelessly naive at times, but I am not stupid. You always said you fell for me, but how does one pick themself up, dust themself off and find someone new so fast? You only wanted me for the chase. People said I was out of your league, so you wanted to show them that they were wrong. I was a prize. I was a goal. You got me, showed me off for a few weeks, proved that you won, and let me go. Congratulations Noah, you won. You want me to stick around for some reason, but this is where I gracefully bow out. Thank you and goodnight.
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