[my music: Will you be around? ~ Platinumweird]
She sat there exhausted with the smell of nail polish fresh in the air. Thinking back on the events that have made this summer what it is, she found herself with a smile on her face. For so long she lived with this chip on her shoulder because of last summer; it was filled with love no doubt, but at the same time so blaringly and annoyingly uneventful. The summer of 2006 has been filled with enough friendship, parties, gossiping, and flirting to put many other summers to shame. Freedom new to this summer has brought about many chances for her to reconnect with countless amounts of people that she had left behind. The last 2 weekends were among the most exciting for her. Not only did she get to hang out and party with her fave local cousin, but she got to pick up a friendship that had seemed to end so long ago with her friendly giant Chad. She always thought that he was a sweetheart despite being seemingly forgetfull of him for the 6 years. Now they are friends again, hanging out and partying like we had only gone a few months without seeing each other. She at first was a little unhappy about him having a girlfriend, but as time passed and she got to know the girl, she and the girl wound up having the best time together. Not to mention she absolutly loved running into a guy that she used to be close with who used to like her and who also apparently grew up to be gorgeous. She and he started talking after their surprising reuinion and she'll just have to wait and see where that goes. Hopefully somewhere, but if it doesn't then she's def okay with it.
She is feeling satisfied with her time spent at parties, time spent chilling, time spent sleeping and time soon to be spent in London. The one thing that weighs heavy on her heart at times is the occasional encounter with a certain older female at Ramaquois. She was not expecting it to bother her, but this encounter breaks her heart every single time because she had tried so hard to get on this woman's good side for the simple fact that she wanted to be accepted by her, but she never made it completely. It took the ending of something so beautiful and perfect at the time to make this woman actually be nice to her. She wondered why, but could come up with nothing more than lame excuses. It's a sad thing, and deep down inside she wants to just go up to that woman and hug her and to be told that it's ok. But she knows that it could never happen.
Oh well... good friends and awesome times keep me happy enough.
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