[my music: Brand New ~ The Quiet Things That no one Ever Knows]
wow... what am i thinking lately? People tend to overcommit themselves to an idea before every actually thinking the situation through. Well I did just that. I always have. It seemed like an okay idea to get attached to... at the time. But what if that was the one thing that I was destined to lose before ever having? Could I see that if that were the case? Did I already? Maybe. Arg...
well today has been a good day thus far. The whole weekend has been to a certain extent. Somethings dont always work out the way that you wanted it to, or i should say expected it to. People show up when you want them to, but someone else may show up just moments later and make it seem like a least desireable situation. It is in these situations though that the unexpected gets revealed. Interesting. Times and situations got interesting Friday night when lame girls decided to make lame comments because I got it and they don't! And other sluts tried to hate on jess & I, but it was completely uncalled for. Whatevs. We had a fun time... The trip back to Quinny was... interesting for a lack of better terms. Upon arrival, a certain someone either didn't have their phone on, or didn't have service... which i thought was junk. It annoyed me. Not gonna lie. But it's all good cuz back at the room a visitor brought greatly appreciated laughs & convo. That translates to me getting 5 hours of sleep last night... damn! Today filming was fun... the video itself seemes good... shooting the BRoll was great. Who would have ever thought that being outside in the freezing rain shooting puddles, trees, the stream & patrick walking across the quad 500 times in the rain and ending with a funny face or "funny" comment about me, could be so much fun? I sure as hell didn't think it could be... but it was. and that's all that matters.
I long for summer... but I dont want this year to end...
much love i have for the people that i've shared my life with this year. I honestly do not know what my sophomore year would have been like without them... probably boring though.
wow... what am i thinking lately? People tend to overcommit themselves to an idea before every actually thinking the situation through. Well I did just that. I always have. It seemed like an okay idea to get attached to... at the time. But what if that was the one thing that I was destined to lose before ever having? Could I see that if that were the case? Did I already? Maybe. Arg...
well today has been a good day thus far. The whole weekend has been to a certain extent. Somethings dont always work out the way that you wanted it to, or i should say expected it to. People show up when you want them to, but someone else may show up just moments later and make it seem like a least desireable situation. It is in these situations though that the unexpected gets revealed. Interesting. Times and situations got interesting Friday night when lame girls decided to make lame comments because I got it and they don't! And other sluts tried to hate on jess & I, but it was completely uncalled for. Whatevs. We had a fun time... The trip back to Quinny was... interesting for a lack of better terms. Upon arrival, a certain someone either didn't have their phone on, or didn't have service... which i thought was junk. It annoyed me. Not gonna lie. But it's all good cuz back at the room a visitor brought greatly appreciated laughs & convo. That translates to me getting 5 hours of sleep last night... damn! Today filming was fun... the video itself seemes good... shooting the BRoll was great. Who would have ever thought that being outside in the freezing rain shooting puddles, trees, the stream & patrick walking across the quad 500 times in the rain and ending with a funny face or "funny" comment about me, could be so much fun? I sure as hell didn't think it could be... but it was. and that's all that matters.
I long for summer... but I dont want this year to end...
much love i have for the people that i've shared my life with this year. I honestly do not know what my sophomore year would have been like without them... probably boring though.
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